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I had some errands to run in the city yesterday, so as I am often wont to do, I stopped at the New York Public Library on 42nd & Fifth. I never borrow books, though. When you write fantasy novels, there is very little research that can’t be conducted on Wikipedia, and I have more unread books piled up in my house than I know what to do with.

But even so, there’s something about the library, about entering that grand bastion of learning, symbolic of mankind’s struggle to pull ourselves from the muck and become more than animals bent only on eating, sleeping, and mating.

Not that there’s anything wrong with those things.

It’s heated in the winter and air conditioned in the summer. No matter who you are, or from what walk of life, you can enter freely and be welcome, enjoy the quiet, the free wi-fi, look at art, and maybe learn something while you’re at it. There are tourists, who are there only to add more pictures to their collections, thus proving to the folks back home that they saw all the places of note in New York City. There are students, tacking away on term papers, and self-employed hipsters using the library as their office. There are crazy people researching their lunacy, and homeless people who come in to use the bathroom.

Maion Reading RoomWhen the weather isn’t conducive to sitting in the park to write, I like to go up to the Main Reading Room on the third floor. There’s hundreds of seats, well-lit, with outlets to plug in your laptop (or in my case, smartphone). With no distractions, I find I can get a lot more done in the library than anywhere else. I put on something soft on my iPod, like Iron & Wine, and lose myself in whatever story I am telling that day.

But I also have a sense of sadness when I’m in the library, because I see hundreds of people, and so few of them, myself included, ever seem to have a book in their hands. The vast majority work on the free computer terminals or on their laptops. I think of how, in a digital age, you don’t need huge amounts of space to store information. Will there be a need to build such gigantic monuments to learning in the future? Will books even exist in a hundred years? Already, libraries are suffering, as they become less of a priority to taxpayers and philanthropists alike. The libraries close earlier and open later every year, it seems, and you don’t need giant marble pillars to house a computer server.

But the internet isn’t free (unless you go to the library, or a coffee house with free wi-fi), and I fear that if the day comes when libraries are gone and you have to pay to access the information electronically, we will have lost something invaluable in our society: The ability to better yourself through learning, regardless of your financial status.

It was with these thoughts rattling in my head that I left the reading room, shaking my head sadly at the priorities of our society. As I went down the wide marble steps, I saw a huge crowd in the lobby, standing around three enormous TV screens. I was heartened to see so many people there on a Friday afternoon, eager to embrace the library and all it represents. But then I saw what they were doing.

They were playing Guitar Hero.

In the Library.

I’m not kidding.

It may seem a sin; it did to me at that moment, but this was a celebration of the new video game lending program the library has begun, and after reading the Times article about it, I can’t help but support the idea. If it works as hoped, it will drive a whole new generation, which might not otherwise appreciate the library for the precious resource it is, to visit its hallowed halls, even if only to borrow a copy of Grand Theft Auto.

Who knows? While they’re there, maybe they’ll pick up a book.

Posted on March 22, 2008 at 10:05 am by PeatB
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Old School, Part II

So I finally broke down and threw away the last of my cassettes. For those of you born after 1985, a cassette is a recording medium, like MP3 or AAC, but the information is contained in a long spool of magnetic tape instead of a digital data stream. Remember those CD’s you used to have when you were younger? Well, the cassette is to the CD what the CD is to the MP3. Ask your parents.

I had a LOT of cassette tapes. Like hundreds. I didn’t even own a CD player till like 1992, and I was a big music fan. Most of the cassettes I had were 80’s glam rock and 90’s flannel alternative, with some other stuff mixed in for good measure. Once I got the CD player, I immediately bought all the music I LOVED in that medium, and then slowly migrated the tapes from my music shelf to a drawer, then a box under my bed, then a box in my closet, then in the storage unit in the basement. Finally, I threw out all the ones that I also had on CD or MP3, but there was a last bunch of holdouts I could never bring myself to throw away, even though they are obsolete and pretty much worthless, even on eBay.

The main reason I couldn’t throw them away is that they were a link to my past. Those songs were the soundtrack to my life in high school and college, and that’s no small thing. Listening to them is like reading a diary entry about your first romance or studying for your chemistry final, or hanging out with your friends.

We were cleaning this weekend, and I found that box of holdouts, and I said to myself “Fuck it.” I went on iTunes and went through a stack of tapes, buying the songs I loved and then tossing the tape in the garbage. Bon Jovi. Bonham. Robert Palmer. King Missile. 10,000 Maniacs. REM. Whitesnake. Love/Hate. Extreme. The Pandoras. Pink Floyd. Squeeze. Mr. Mister. You get the idea. I must have spent over $50 on songs, but it was worth it for both the space I cleared and the flood of memories.

Another interesting thing that happened over the weekend is that Del Rey told me they want to use the character avatars I drew for the manuscript of my book to show whose point of view each chapter was in. You can see them on my Creations page. They are the crappy B&W line drawings.

I think the avatars are important, and I wanted very much for them to be in the final book, but I always assumed that we would get a professional artist to do them, because my art sucks. My editor likes them, though, and wants to use the originals.

This freaked me out for a while. I mean, on one hand, I always wanted to be a professional artist, and here was my chance to have my art reach a mass audience, but on the other hand… I suck, and I don’t think it’s being modest to say that a few of those drawings are not professional enough to be shown anywhere other than on a raw uncorrected manuscript and as a goof on my website. Particularly the spear, which is half-assed, and the mortar & pestle, which looks like a bowling pin in a flower pot.

So I insisted to my editor that I at least be able to fix the ones I didn’t like, and she agreed. So I dug out my sketchbook and the little tupperware thing I keep all my art supplies in, and got to work. While I was drawing, I put on the “Cassette Mania” playlist I made in iTunes from the old music I just bought.

Wow. What a mind trip. I used to draw constantly in High School, and it always takes me back to simpler times when I do it now, but to be drawing AND listening to Bon Jovi? Holy 1990. I keep checking to see if my jeans were ripped and I have a ponytail.

Peat at 18

Posted on March 19, 2008 at 11:39 am by PeatB
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The Con Game

Took a day trip on Sunday to Lunacon in Portchester New York. Jay and I were supposed to go for the whole weekend, but a comedy of errors prevented more than a day. This is what happens when you plan with only half your ass.

But despite having to get up at 7 (after going to bed wine drunk at 2) and getting lost from Google Maps, the trip was worth it. Got to go to a few panels, met Jane Jewell, the Executive Director of SFWA (Science Fiction Writers of America), and we saw and were seen, which, in the small, close-ranked Science Fiction and Fantasy (SFF) world, it as important as anything. Whenever you go to one of these conventions, you see a very familiar group of faces, and after a while, that familiarity becomes a kinship of sorts, one that is needed to move in that world with fluidity. As an unknown writer, I am still pretty much invisible in that world, and Jay, who has worked behind the scenes in the industry for 10 years but hasn’t had a lot of time in the spotlight, is in a similar position.

We’re both trying to rectify that this year, though. With Lunacon past, I’m planning to go to I-CON in Stony Brook NY next, which is in like 2 weeks. I’m hoping to hit at least two days of that; maybe all three. Then, April 18-20 is New York ComicCon, which anyone who’s anyone is going to. Sadly, NYCC kind of overlaps with London Book Fair , but that’s okay. I am going to London to promote my book in August, and I doubt I would go twice in one year, anyway. Still, I’ve always wanted to go. At least my US and UK agents will be there, along with most of my international editors, convincing the chumps to take a chance on a young schmuck from Brooklyn.

Normally, I hit San Diego ComicCon in the summer, as it is the best con ever, but we skipped it last year so we could afford a trip to Greece for Jay & Fo’s Wedding instead. (If you clicked that link, you know it was worth it.) This year, my baby is due RIGHT SMACK DAB when the con is on, so my wife says I can’t go.

Feh. Stoopid baby…

After I get back from London, I’m next heading to Calgary Oct. 30-Nov. 2 for World Fantasy and (if I’m lucky) a bit of skiing.

Gonna try and fit Philcon in there just before Thanksgiving, too.

Good times.

Posted on March 17, 2008 at 10:04 pm by PeatB
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Clinton and Obama

No, no, don’t worry. I am not about to break my self-imposed restriction on political posting. I got all my ranting done on the old incarnation of the blog, and I’m not looking to start that shit again.

Lo’s comment on my last post had me thinking, though.  It’s both wonderful and a little sad that the first female candidate for president with a real shot at winning has to compete with the first black candidate with a real shot at winning. In any other year, just one of them would have been an amazing thing. This year, though, these two historic candidates have to fight it out for dominance, and cut each other up in the process.

I kind of feel the same way this year, with the book I have lovingly and painfully put together over the last several years coming out at more or less the same time as my wonderful wife whom I love gives me a baby. Both things are so incredible that if either one were happening without the other, it would surely be the greatest thing that ever happened. But alas…

Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t change a thing, but I kind of feel like the kid whose birthday is two days after Christmas. I am going to London in August to promote the release, and will probably stop by Paris to see my French publisher, too, and I would love to have my (French fluent) wife on my arm and take the time to wander Paris eating crepes and croissants and looking at priceless works of art. And don’t even get me started on London. I love that town, and we both have friends there.

But someone’s gotta stay with the baby. She’ll be three weeks old, give or take. I’ll feel bad enough leaving her myself, and I could never entrust a child that young to grandparents entirely. I’ll be in Europe, but I’ll keep looking west the whole time I’m there.

Obviously, the baby trumps the book in a big way, but I wish she didn’t have to, you know?

Ah, well. Look at me, kvetching about the wonderful things happening in my life. My next post will be a rant against sunshine and daisies.

Bah.

Posted on March 12, 2008 at 6:17 pm by PeatB
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Photo Shoot

Woke up with a killer migraine today. Tried everything I could to get rid of it; caffeine, over the counter meds, food, water, dim light, but nothing helped. Finally I just broke down and tried one of the sample prescription migraine drugs my neurologist gave me. I have a lovely assortment to try out, and I get a prescription for whichever I like best!

I wasn’t really thrilled at the prospect. Prescription drugs seem to come with as many downsides as up for me, and I have never met a painkiller that agreed with me. At best they don’t work, and at worst, they make me feel sick and miserable.

So I tried the first sample, Imitrex, and whaddaya know? It made me nauseous, and didn’t do a lot for the pain. It took the edge off, I guess, but that’s about it. I can still sense the migraine nearby, like something you see out of the corner of your eye. It’s hovering behind my head, getting ready to pounce again.

Whenever I have a migraine, I am pretty much useless for writing, so I tried to work on other things today to be productive. The marketing departments at Del Rey and Voyager sent me these long questionnaires to help them with publicity, so I spend the day finalizing them and sending them off. Voyager is looking to publish this fall, and they also wanted a photo to use in press releases and for my book jacket. I was going to just take something with my digital camera, but Amelia scolded me for that, and offered to do better. I felt bad imposing since she is 7 months pregnant, but she’s also the only professional photographer I know, so who was I to refuse? I just carried the heavy lights for her.

We did a pretty long photo shoot, taking bunch of portraits in my library. Out of 96 pictures, we eventually found one that wasn’t so bad, and I included that. Amelia is a great photographer, but it turns out I’m not nearly as handsome on film as I am in my own imagination. Alas.

Look for a lot of the other pictures to show up on the website after they are scanned and cleaned up. We took a lot of pictures of me in front of the Spear of Anoch Sun and the portrait of the Painted Man I had commissioned. I was waiting until some of those were ready to post them, but Myke keeps bitching to see the mounting, so here’s a quickie shot I took in the meantime. Sorry about the weird angle; it was hard to keep the flash from reflecting off the glass.

Sometime in the next few weeks, I will be adding a lot of new material to the website. There should be new stuff on almost every page. I’m sure all three of my loyal readers can’t wait!

Posted on March 11, 2008 at 10:02 pm by PeatB
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